It’s Just a Car

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So I dropped off the plates to the BMW today. I know it’s just a car but it was really a hard thing to do. He was so proud of his “beemer”. I just can’t afford to hold onto it. Called the insurance company and cancelled the insurance on it. Now I just wait until the bank comes with a tow truck and hauls it away. I hope I’m in a decent frame of mind when they finally come for it. Or maybe I will just come home one day and it will be gone. That almost seems more appropriate.

The irony was when I was pulling out of the MVA I was behind a tow truck….

5 Comments

  1. Kelly Phaunty

    so many changes so fast are hard on the heart. Hang in there, you’re brave and strong, even when you can’t see it, you’re doing your best. *hugs*

  2. Tania Jope

    I can’t even imagine how all this feels to you. It’s what has to be done I know, but what is required of those closest to the one who passes still seems incredibly insensitive & unfair. I hope that knowing you are loved continues to give you strength to endure. I hope you can feel me hugging you with my heart right now.

  3. Tyla Olson

    It wasn’t “just a car” when Chris was here. You are right, he was SO proud to own his beautiful Beemer. He loved it.

    However, it became “just a car” when Chris left us. He’s what made it special. I know that was truly hard for you today, Missy.

    It’s one more thing you’ve taken care of. I’m so sorry the wounds get constantly torn open. Praying for things to settle down sooner than later. I love you so much, Missy.

  4. Judy Levitt

    And you didn’t think you could write?! These posts are beautiful…so real and loving, inspiring all of us to keep walking forward one step at a time no matter what. I love seeing them, I feel like part of your life every day and am so PROUD PROUD PROUD of you doing what you have to do…and some of what you want to do. Love you Missy!!

  5. Denise Aulton

    Tears reading this. Your so strong. You will somehow find your way through this and I have faith he will be right beside you in spirit. Hugs.

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